From the recording Incarnation 0.5
Lyrics
Captive
I wish I could cry
Scream it all out
But I’m locked in myself
And the pain won’t come out
Those words that swirl inside my head
Are rational and clear
I analyzed myself, yet I
Don’t know what I feel
My heart so very reasonable
So skeptical my mind
To you it seems so obvious, yet
I myself am blind
There’s only words
A twisted self
Just like you
I don’t mind spending all my days
Just waiting in the pouring rain
I ran for miles and miles before
And wound up at your closéd door
But somehow I want more
Don’t mind spending all my days
Just waiting here in the pouring rain
I ran for miles and miles before
Just to wind up at your closéd door
But somehow I want (more)
Somehow I want (more)
Somehow I want more
Those monsters livin‘side your chest
Are worse than mine by far
You analyzed the universe, yet you
Don’t know who you are
You find no words
A twisted self
Just like me
And I know that you’re no good for me
So load with rage and uncried tears
You gave me many things before
Just not what I was looking for
But somehow I want more
And I don’t mind spending all my days
Just waiting in the pouring rain
I ran until my legs were sore
Coz the truth is that I miss you so
And somehow I want (more)
Somehow I want (more)
Why would I want more?